if ur screwing up ur life cuz u are a perfectionist with major anxiety who procrastinates and spends way too much time on the internet clap ur hands
"We go forward."
Created by owlturdcomix
I’ve come to a point where I don’t mind. I’m content and it sounds wrong but I got what I wanted. I got what for years I had been looking for, the person I always wanted. And even better. all those other years I only got the “love” but no chemistry, no common knowledge and humor, no common interests and ideas to come together. And then there was the year of nothing but common everything but no love.having everything but coming short of love.
And now, I have it all the one I was waiting for. I’m in love with his brain, his body, his heart. He gave me what I had been looking for. That’s why I sit here satisfied, but with an awful taste in my mouth. I got it all but too much for what I bargained for. I stood trying to grasp what happened. When did I become the girl that wasn’t enough. Past experiences told me I met the mark of this invisible line of adequacy. Perhaps I’d lost it. Or it was just an unrealistic expectation. However it may fall, I’m understanding that everything comes with a price. And I’m not willing to loose my self being and God for it.